I wish I didn’t care so much,
Then I could be something cool like a rapper and then
Maybe boys would notice me
But I just play guitar
And write folk songs
And think im the hot shit but that
Just aint reality
They say I drink too much
That I can’t keep my life out the crapper
And that I’ve been running on empty
They say I smoke too much
I smell like a hotel
Im looking quite cancerous
Well that’s okay with me
And it’s not cute
When you talk to other boys
Tell me why
Im still waiting at bus route 169
And it’s not up to me how you go and spend your nights
Just be alright
Do you promise?
So I can rest my mind
I wish I didn’t love so much
So I could fuck, and get my dick wet and not
Have to feel like such a tool
I wish it were easier for me to hurt
The people I care about
But that’s not really true
I wonder why I’ve been wasting my time with moonshine
And getting turned up everyday
That stupid song’s not even cool
Turn down for what if you don’t give a fuck
Im just getting my drink on
And playing the blues
Noisy, unsettling experimental pop in turns touching and political. From now until 3/5, 50% of proceeds go to Planned Parenthood/ACLU. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 8, 2017