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Narrows

by Riley Thomas

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I bit the bullet, For the one that I love. I have no perceptions, About heavenly doves. I go down to the river. To get myself wet. I traded my six-string, For a wedding band. There are times when I’m spent, And fresh out of luck. But I just keep saying, “I don’t give a fuck.” I have nothing to loose, And nothing to gain. I trade in my brain cells, To drown out my pain.
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Lifeline 03:01
I sent you a sad letter in the mail, And you sent me back a shovel and a pail You said "dig yourself out alone" I'm tired of your shit, I wanna go home Well, I knew it wasn't love, But the heroin, she held like a hug And that's more than you can say Cuz I was there all alone, Like fucking everyday But we know that's not fully true Because there once was a time, When you loved me too. And now I guess that I'm all fucked up. I wear a noose on my neck, Just to help me hold me up. Na na na na na na na I am a product of all the things that I do wrong In my lifetime And I just wanted you To be my lifeline. I walk downtown to the streets, Throw all my things in the river and weep for The loss that we now share I was singing my songs, You were fixing your hair And We never saw it come. It shot me down, A bullet, your gun Point blank range. On my blank white page. Na na na na na na na I am a product of all the things that I do wrong In my lifetime And I just wanted you To be my lifeline.
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I left you standing on Maine St. With the dust in your hair Drove fast on that Saturday night I am going somewhere I race past the old school With the friends that we made Their faces look nothing like they did Back in those glory days And yes we are privileged And we all serve a purpose I guess you didn't notice I take off like a satellite Leave a blanket of ash Burn clear through the atoms sphere As I run from the ghosts in my past I sing a psalm for my mother Pray for the cab driver too I hope I always remember The things that happened in June And yes we are privileged And we all serve a purpose I guess you didn't notice I guess you didn't notice
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Shelter 02:48
Woke me up last night, Threw rocks at my window Said don't let go Of our impending lives Tossed it round my head for a couple weeks now, All the details Perfectly in place And I need some shelter From the helter skelter That's been going on these days But we are indifferent To make a difference So we remain Walkin down the street And he pulls over In his red red rover Sticks a pistol in my face Says give me what you got And I swear I know him Then he looks at me And quickly drives away And I need some shelter From the helter skelter That's been going on these days And I need reassuring A "don't you worry, it'll be okay." Oh, holy water Drink the water You will be at home Oh, sons and daughters If you wait any longer You will be alone And I need some shelter From the helter skelter That's been fucking up my brain.
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Burn Me down to the sticking spot My hands they feel more like locks As they slide into place Tear Me down like the icicle You kept by your windowsill When we were unscathed And you never thought, That it would come to this And you never thought You'd see it go So I'm coming home I'll be there tomorrow Dressed in the clothes That you last saw me in I'll be at your door I'll lie kill and borrow Just to get back To where we should of been Oh How we how on to memories White knuckles, and grinning face As time ticks by So turn Turn from those memories They didn't do you good anyways So just move on And you never thought That it would come to this And you never thought You'd see it go So I'm coming home I'll be there tomorrow Dressed in the clothes That you last saw me in I'll be at your door I'll lie, kill, and borrow Just to get back To where we should of been This is a song for my mother Is a song for my best friend Is a song for my lover And we Are all in together One song for the outcasts, Who cast out each other.
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I love you I miss you I love you I miss you That night in the bathtub you looked so small, That I could hardly see you And we held each other there in the dark As the water continued To stream from the faucet And pool round our feet Like a crushing current On the clouded mirror Covered in stream I wrote you these lyrics I love you I need you darlin I miss you When you're leaving darlin I walked that side walk back to my home About 4,000 times now And yes I know it's the same damn road But now it's different somehow In that laundromat we hid ourselves Because we were tired of running You held my hand, and turned your head And you started crying All we had then were our hopes and plans And a love worth trying I'd do it all again if I had the chance There's no point In lying I love you I need you darlin I miss you When you're leaving darling I love you I miss you I love you I miss you
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Pretty Girl 03:50
You don’t deserve this. And you, You’re so worth it. You gave him your heart, But he wore that out. You made him a throne, From all you had. But it’s not coming, Back around. You are beautiful, It hurts, To loose control You love a guy Who doesn’t know what love is You have so much more to get, out of life. You know I'm right. I got you forever, I'm by your side So pretty girl, Wear your smile cross your face. Don’t be ashamed, To love with open arms. Pretty girl, You’ve got the whole world left to chase Don’t be afraid, Time mends your scars. You don’t deserve to feel lonely, So that’s why I’m gonna stay. I’ll fight for you forever, Protect you night and day Pretty girl, Pretty girl
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I am still learning, what it means to be strong. I am still singing, when the music's long gone. I am still standing, with two feet on the ground. I'm cracked like the asphalt, in this worn out town. That we live in. Nostalgia creeps in, when you're sleepin. Still trying to find out, how to right all the wrongs. I'm still pretending, hoping you play along. I wrote one last letter, but you were already gone. Left it by your bedside, and kept moving on. One day when you read it, you will know how I felt. But time's like novocaine, when you're feeling unwell. I'm cashing my chips in, desecrating the odds. I am surviving, till the gray skies are dawn. I'll hold on.
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Live Wire 02:26
I've been awake now for 70 hours I am starving out the demons in my dreams And I hate to be the one who tells you But we are never as alone as we want to be. And I am going for the distance Protect my namesake When all I have is lost Days spent just reminiscing Towards the lives built from bed sheets When the morning after calls I am a live wire Kinetic energy scorching through my veins So long to the things that you kept hidden So your mom and your dad and your friends wouldn't call you insane I will walk out to the desert And lay my sins out for the snakes and vultures to see And down, alone beneath the sunset I will be the man that I wanted to be.
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Sorry if I'm a little bit untactful I've been running on empty Something I haven't felt in a while Is happening when you're next to me 50 laps around the waterfront We swam We walked We ran We stopped You shook I cried We both took one last look At what was left inside The Diller Grand Like an outstretched hand of mine Sorry If it looks like I'm all better Bruising ain't always clear to see I can't help but start to ramble Every time you speak to me 30 weeks Into the wilderness We laughed We loved We gave Enough Things change And god knows I tried We learned How to say our goodbyes The diller grand like an outstretched hand of mine.
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I knew a girl who told me she loved me Tried to show me she loved me But she got love wrong. I know a girl, and she told me Wherever she's with me, She is home. Now where do I go? Now that she's gone. Where do I go? Tell me where do I go? I knew a boy who told me he loved me Said that he wouldn't leave But now I'm alone I knew a boy who looked like the real thing Who tastes like the real thing But now he's gone. Now where do I go? Now that he's gone. Where do I go? Tell me where do I go?

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released September 1, 2014

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